Details of what occurred around 2am Christmas morning.
So, here I was, sitting alone at around 2am and suddenly I feel Loki behind me, all snuggly and warm like He gets. ❤ It was lovely, and I enjoyed having Him around me. We chatted for a while, I think, before something interesting happened.
He asked me “Do you want to get married?”
I was speechless.
I mean, I’d known I was going to go down that road for a while. But…I was really confused because He’d previously said He was waiting until I was happier. So I was like “Wait. You mean right now? Or..in general? What? WHAT?? :o” It was wayyy too late for my brain to process it. But I eventually did give Him the answer “Of course I want to marry you. Just…tell me when.”
It wasn’t until I asked my friend Scarlet for a reading that I realized what had actually happened. She said He had seen all the pain and frustration I was experiencing as a result of my delayed transition, and wanted me to stop worrying so much and to live life and enjoy it more, and that our relationship was going to change soon.
This all fit together to mean I was going to be happier. And then it hit me.
The smooth bastard proposed to me on Christmas morning.
And I accepted. And I totally regret nothing.